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« on: November 01, 2018, 09:39:11 PM »
I just had written this really long description that took me forever, but i left my computer and it automatically logged me out so now its all gone.
I attended a church all my life and that church is the same as most other churches. Celebrating holidays, preaching of only good things with incorrect interpretations and I attended that church and was deceived until i was 15 when i moved in with my mother when my dad and step mom moved to Florida for work. my mother didnt discipline me so i was rebellious and started hanging out with the wrong crowd and had gotten into drinking and cursing and smoking pot and experimenting with other drugs, also fornicating as well. During all this time i made a friend who Jesus Christ had revealed himself to and he would tell my friends and i about the satanism in the music that we listened to but we brushed it off and continued in our ways. fast forward to 20 years old and i had found new age and experimented with the pineal gland and felt the vibration in my four head like the articles would say. I started noticing evil things in my everyday life such as when i hung out with my friends i was noticing just how violent and messed up the video games my friends and i were playing and how messed up the music really was, but one night i was smoking pot and relaxing in bed focusing heavily on my pineal gland, and my entire body started tingling, sort of like an electrifying feeling. that really freaked me out and i felt like it was a demonic presence or something so i cut that stuff out right away. That brought me to the Lord Jesus Christ and me accepting him as my savior. I cut out all the television, all the music, all the horrible food like mcdonalds and all that, cut out all the holidays, everything i totally switched to organic etc and had started reading the bible starting with the gospels. i started to feel heavy heavy sorrow in myself and my sin and everyone else sinning around me. so i tried talking to my family and rebuked them, but they didnt want to hear it and it really seemed like they hate me. theyve sort of come to accept it but i cant talk about it to them or they get really really angry. They even claim that Jesus Christ is their saviors so i figured they would hear. During all of my teenage years and even til now ive had the same girlfriend. literally 2 weeks before i was saved i was still sinning and fornicating. after i had decided to stop all these things, 2 weeks after my girlfriend found out she was pregnant with my now son who is 1.5 years old. for a long time i was sinning in refusing to marry but i never knew the truth of marrying according to the state and by all of the pagan traditions. about 2 weeks ago from today i finally told my girlfriend about it and she was absolutely devastated, crying and telling me i was taking everything away from her but she has not left me yet, and day by day shes asking me questions about it, just like she did with the holidays and vaccinations and organic foods. of course she still celebrates the holidays but she is more accepting and is allowing me to raise our son in the way of truth in our Lord Jesus Christ despite all of the anger and frustration from her family and even my own. I praise God and Jesus Christ for revealing himself to me and allowing me to be one of the few that are chosen and i pray that i do not stray from the faith, and i pray that my girlfriend will soon be my wife and that she will be saved before her death or before revelation be fulfilled, and that my son will not stray from the faith even with all of our families fighting against me, i pray that he not be deceived and that the Lord will allow him to be saved. thanks for reading this, if there's anything that you see here or ever see in the future, please rebuke me. Thanks again, Im glad to be here! Also sorry if all my grammar and punctuation is horrible i wrote something much longer than this like i said, but it was all erased... So ive left some info out if you have any questions ask away.
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