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General Discussion / Watching Steven Anderson Wolves in Costume

« on: October 19, 2020, 05:32:54 PM »

I just started watching the Wolves in Costume on Steven Anderson and I am only on video 3. And I am so broken for how lost he is. I also really liked the Repentance video I watched few months back, but I especially like how it is taught in more depth through the Steven exposing study and his false belief that repent means to turn. I do have to say..... I am praying for this man, and my heart is breaking for how lost and prideful this man is and all the people he is knowingly leading astray just because of his pride. Just wanted to share. Thank you for taking the time to read this if you did. And if you haven't seen the videos of Steven yet, first watch the video of repentance then watch the Steven Anderson videos. It has helped me immensely.

Praying for this man and the homosexuals he hates so much. Praying they come to true repentance and God opens their eyes

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Evangelism / Practicing His Word

« on: September 19, 2020, 09:09:14 AM »

I tend to recite God's word in my head and have messages in my mind/heart that I say inside to prepare myself for battle. Because with this message that is inside me I know folks will hate me and it is wanting to burst out. Is it ok to practice my message in my mind to be rrady? I thought it was good to do but just want to make sure. Any thoughts on this matter?

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Introduce Yourself / My name is Heather Taylor

« on: September 14, 2020, 04:37:05 PM »

   My name is Heather Taylor. I am 34 years old. I have been married to my husband Joshua Taylor for 14 years. We have 2 boys. Jacob who is getting ready to turn 13. Seth who is 10 years old. We homeschool our children with Rod and Staff curriculum.
   My beliefs are that God The Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit created the whole world and everything in it. I believe
That Jesus is God and God came down to the earth in the flesh Jesus The Word and The Holy Spirit is of them both.
I believe Jesus was 100 percent God and 100 percent man. I believe Jesus lived a perfect, sinless life. He patiently taught all of the Kingdom of Heaven and how to live. Jesus is the way the truth and the life. He was born of a virgin named Mary. He did many miracles in the sight of large crowds and miracles to sometimes in small crowds. He had 12 close followers The disciples who was learning right beside Him. I believe Jesus died for everyone and rose from the dead on the 3rd day. He is now at the right hand of The Father interceding on our behalf. So those that haven't come to repentance ( grief and godly sorrow) may finally come to the knowledge of their wretched condition as sinners and finally see their need for a savior from their sins and the eternal lake of fire.
    When I was 13 years old I thought I was saved. My dad brought me to church and we went Sundays and Wednesday night's. After youth group I was looking for my dad to go home. He was in a prayer group circled and holding hands. I didn't care for the things of God at this time. But when I came up to my dad to let him know I was ready to go and when I touched his arm something very powerful and undeniable hit my body. I was overwhelmed with comfort and peace and it felt as though sweet warm honey was pouring through my veins. I do not know fully what this was but all at once wisdom was given. I thought that this was me becoming a Christian and announced to the church that I was saved. As I was walking this new walk I was never taught correctly as I now see so I wasn't aware that repentance was grief and Godly Sorrow. I thought it was to turn and my walk always seemed in vain bit couldn't understand why something always still seemed wrong inside me. I had moments throughout my life where the grief of my sin brought me to tears and brokenness but it was like I thought that I would be ok just committing the same sin was ok because I could just keep doing both lives even though I knew The Word said you can only have 1 master. I was hanging around sin and committing the same sins over and over and then going to church. I was reading God's word but always feeling completely empty. Throughout my walk since that day at 13 years old.. It has been a rollercoaster if emotions. I lived on my emotions. Up until 1 month ago I was listening to Chris Johnson's audio on Repentance and I honestly can not tell you how I came upon CLE. It just came to me and Glory to Jesus Christ. I listened intently to the message and when I realized the true meaning of repentance it was when I completely came undone right there on my couch when nobody was around. Broken and upset that I thought I was a Christian all these years. Bawling and hurt that I had been deceived for so long and thought my works was my salvation and realized just how truly lost I was. I never want to lose my broken heart for my sinful nature. I never want to lose Him. I am still trying to unlearn all the crap that has been taught to me. my husband and I have left the Church we attended for 14 years. We have made many changes to our home life. When our family attended Branch Assembly of God church I thought I could ride through on To heaven through appearing as a believer but really was just dead on the inside. Almost everyone thinks I am wrong and looks at me like I am too extreme. I am still working through my salvation with fear and trembling. I get very nervous when I tell people truth of God's word. My heart pounds and my tummy gets nervous and I wonder if I did all that I could to teach them. This CLE material is very helpful and I am relearning the scriptures the correct way. I didn't have the true perspective when I read them before as a false convert. I will never understand why Jesus loves me so much. But I truly am thankful that He loves me and is so patient with me.